Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hope you are fine. I miss you.
Y12:32 AM
Thursday, January 20, 2011
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: guess when you see this, i would already be in camp. really wished to be able to hold you before i go in. Been looking at our old pictures and i just feel that i wanna go back to that time. Where you are my world, and i was your world. All the senseless fighting, who is right and who is wrong, now start to feel stupid to me. Feel silly to argue with you who love who more.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Feel silly that i wanted you so much, ended up fighting with you more. Really really from the bottom of my heart, wanted to just be with you. Guess i ruined that.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: But since it what you have already decided, i dont wanna beg you to stay, i only want you to stay because you want to, guess thats not happening.
I miss having you here packing my bags for me,
Miss having you here holding me.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Alot of other things but i guess you already know.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: One last time, with everything i got, from the bottom of my heart, I miss you. Wishing you were here.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Nic.
Y2:01 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
I don't know what to say now.
I'm feeling utterly disappointed than feeling devastated.
Well, you are still doing the same old shit.
Add girls to distract your attention,
of so many things you can do under the sun,
you chosen the harshest way to deal with things.
I don't ask for more because I know I'm harsh too.
Up till now, you don't seem sorry for anything.
That's all I got in the end.
Thanks for everything. (:
Y12:52 AM
Friday, January 14, 2011
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
爱着你
是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你
是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你
是我体谅的爱别当作应该
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
No.No.No
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
can u tell me why
这样的我你也曾爱过
不是吗
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你有别的梦
就算是编谎话哄我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受作了那么多
是她拥有我该得到的温柔
是她拥有我没看过的笑容
Y8:18 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2011
I don't wanna hate you because that won't turn back time. I can't bear to let myself hate you cos I still love you dearly. If tomorrow will be my last day, I will tell you how much I love you and glad to meet you in my life. Wonder do you still miss and love me now? - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Y8:19 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
KNN, CCB.
Guys are forever like that.
Cant wait to find new love after breakup.
Fuck you seriously.
I hate you.
Y9:08 PM
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
回家
曲: 顺子SHUNZA 词: 顺子SHUNZA & Jeff C
我还不明白
为什麽离开了我
没有你的电话
没有一封信
我每天晚上在这里
那里也不想去
可是我好爱你
我觉得我会离不开你
可惜我丢了你
慢慢我的眼泪留下来
回家
回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
别再哭
就让他走
再多痛苦的等候
相信我也能承受
闭上眼
不再留恋
你却一遍又一遍
出现在想你的夜
别说
不会有结果
永远永远
别说分手
而你
又怎麽能够
就这样的放手
一去不再回头
BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE
回家
回家
我需要你
哦
回家
马上回家
我需要你
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
BE HERE, JUST BE THERE, MY LOVE AND ONLY LOVE
回家
回家
马上来我的身边
Labels: can you see it?, I still want us
Y8:48 PM
it's 11th again and we are unable to spend it together. I miss you, I miss us, I miss how we used to be. I don't wanna wish for anything now. Probably this is better for us. If you want me' in your life, you won't go in the first place. If you still want me' in your life, you should be finding a way back here by now. I read everything, I know. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Y1:46 PM
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Staying at home cant ease heartache,
Going out cant ease heartache,
Drinking cant ease heartache,
Partying cant ease heartache.
No matter how much things I've tried to do,
it just dont seem to ease anything.
I'm feeling confused with my own feeling.
My heart and brain are not on same stand.
One part of me said still love you,
the other part said dont love you anymore.
Too many issues, and I think I should leave for good.
What meant to be mine, will come to me.
What not meant to be, will never come back to me.
If we ever have a chance to start anew,
I hope we will forget and forgive everything,
and fall in love again, with nothing but just you and me.
If we ever meet again.
PS: The fact that I knew you are awake and ignore my message, it hurts.
Labels: I need a hug and tell me everything is gonna be alright.
Y6:41 PM
Just came back from Butter Factory and honestly, it's not fun AT ALL!
Then Van and Cheryl kept yelling: "WE SHOULD GO TO POWERHOUSE!!!!!"
Anyway, Thanks to my 2 lovely ladies for spending the last few hours of my birthday with me.
I was damn touched with the cake, seriously.
Will upload the photos to my facebook real soon.
Thanks to all who sent wishes through FB or messages,
I've not been seeing or talking to some of them for like years!
Really appreciated. (:
Y1:54 AM
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
I hope I will receive your text when the clock strikes 12 tonight. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone
Y6:23 PM
Monday, January 3, 2011
又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲
随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
又回到这个尽头 我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾 没有你分享我的感动
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱
I've lost my heart to someone whom I thought I can count on,
someone who promised to start afresh with me,
someone who broke my heart and I've broke his heart, yet we still can forgive each other.
Someone who told me he will always be there for me,
Someone who used to love me so dearly that he cant bear to let me go.
You let me go this time round, and I really wonder why?
No matter how much you asked me do I wanna leave you,
I would rather said a DONT KNOW than a YES.
"Let's breakup, had enough of it."
My best 21st present from you. Thanks.
Y10:34 PM
