Sunday, November 29, 2009
perhaps your love will just die like those dying roses.
those fucking feeling, dont keep coming back and haunt me.
it's killing me and my soul cant take it long.
Y1:58 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
you can be my sweet dreams or beautiful nightmare.
PS: I'm feeling fucking unwell
and wanna chop off my nose and head!!
Y1:03 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
this whole week I'm having E-learning,
what's E-learning?
in case some people dont know about it,
it's actually a self-study programme where we are suppose to do the assignments
that are given from the lecturer, and do some self study at home.
short form = study on your own without going to school.
but seriously I hate E-learning, cause got so much work to be done in a week,
and I've got assignments for 6 modules,
how awesome can this be? =X
went to school today to do some group work.
spent 1/2 ofthe day at school doing work,
then went home, watched a little bit of show and chatted with Ryan (he's cute!).
then had dinner, just simply slacking around.
THEN! something happened that really shocked me.
I saw my darling standing outside my house, and
was holding this lovely flowers.
I was like AHHHH, hahaha. =)
shocked first then feel touched, LOL.
he never failed to surprise me,
even though we dont have much time for each other now.
then darling just rest awhile at my house,
kept answering my naggy mum's questions. haa.
then we went to get some stuffs, and he's back to camp.
awww, that was so sweet lahs,
THANKS baby, I LOVE YOU. =)
Y11:20 PM
I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
And that's why I love you
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why
PS: this song really sing out my feeling!! =)
Labels: I LOVE NIC (:
Y12:18 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
fuck, fuck, fuck.
i just feel fucking sian now.
if i know i'll be reacting this way,
i would rather not know anything about your past.
i dunno how to believe whatever you told me,
regarding whether i'm the first to make you feel this way,
or i'm the first for you to do all sort of thing to me.
revealing of past. and i saw that truths and facts.
SHIT LAHS, YOU ARE A KPO GIRL! IDIOT.
Y6:03 PM
