Saturday, July 31, 2010
Finally ended my day,
and I'm becoming a real work-a-holic.
Later will be a super long day again,
hope I can survive through. (:
AND, my attachment gonna end NEXT WEEK!
woohoo, that goes my 6 months.
Good Nights World. ^^
Labels: fall in love or fall out of love?
Y12:51 AM
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Words on the photo:
Whatever you give to life, it give you back.
Do not hate anybody.
The hatred which comes from you will someday come back to you.
Love others, and love will come back to you.
Very Meaningful
If someone love you truly, they will stand by you no matter what.
If you are not meant to be with someone, you will never able to get them.
Forgive and Forget, life will be easier. (:
Y8:24 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
It's really alright to fall, just remember to stand up again.
I've learnt a lot from my recent fall,
It's really terrible at first, you'll feel like your world shattered.
You'll find yourself so desperate and annoying.
And your found yourself left with a broken heart when all you got was ignorance.
However, once you've pull yourself up,
you'll get to know that life is still as beautiful as usual.
There are way too many people out there cant wait to live,
people who are sick, who are having a hard time for living,
and we're wasting time on depressing and being desperate for nothing.
Of course, ego and pride are worthless compared to my loved one now,
As long as they're happy, you'll feel happy too.
this is what I've learnt from the breakup,
something really important that I've learnt,
and I'll apply this theory when I meet my next love.
Today, I gave up my seat for an old lady.
The way she smiled and thanked me really made my day better.
By helping others, you're making yourself happy too. (:
Y8:36 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Oh my~ *SHY*
Some overdue photos,
I'm kinda tired of writing but yet I dont wanna stop blogging. (:
Driving was great today,
finally I'm able to park the car nicely into the slot. ^^v
These few days gonna burn midnight oil and rush my report.
I've been slacking way too much.
Saturday probably another movie night,
bloody YY sent me a damn random message yesterday and MIA today.
He'll get it from me when I found him.
I wanna watch Ong Bak 3, Tony Jaa~ an jing de shuai ge. haha.
Sunday, outing with cliques.
Exciting weekend to look forward to. (:
Y10:23 PM
Monday, July 26, 2010
Just read this from FB and I find it kinda realistic and true.
It goes like this:
你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，
即使让她生气也不会超过2天！
而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在 意她不够懂她……
于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁 就她……
于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎 她……
于是，你们总莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过本身就是 一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福……
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑， 那是更加的美~
因为她喜欢你，所以才偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。
因为她喜欢你，所以才会生你的气；
而又是因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气那么久。
你可知道，每个女孩的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，很容易 就碰伤摔碎。
你可知道，每个女孩都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的 心，走的时候却只留下伤害！
她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因 为真正值得让她哭的那个人根本舍不得让她哭……
她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着“ 你走开”，心里却一直叫你留下。
请竖起你的耳朵，也请打开你的心，去听她内心真正的呼唤 吧，而不是她嘴里的口是心非！
她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身；当侧身而过的时候， 你看不见她的泪，那是滂沱在心里的泪~
如果你喜欢她，请多陪陪她；如果你喜欢她，请多宠宠她； 如果你喜欢她，请多让让她……
如果你真的喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是一种呐 喊！请你张开臂膀拥抱她！
在爱情世界里，你们总是彼此伤害着，彷佛这样才能证明自 己爱得激烈，爱到轰轰烈烈！
可是，爱情没有孰对孰错，更没有你比我多我比你少的概念 。
你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够，不要试图让彼此受伤， 让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。
你们彼此相爱需要的是温暖、是幸福、是甜蜜、是快乐，而 不是伤害。
不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就漠 然离去。
要知道，当你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着 泪光……
越是安静，战火就越传，这是冷战，也是彼此的伤害。无论 以后怎么的复合，那些伤口是曾经存在的，是你怎么也抹不去的……
请给她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的 泪水。
她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠 、转身的无声安静。
请记住，相爱的人不要宣战，因为带来的伤害超出你的预计 。
也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没什么是你接受不了的，只要你 喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。
那么她所有的小性子、所有的坏脾气、所有的臭毛病在你眼 里都是撒娇。
也请记住，她喜欢你，需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着 的也不是她真心话。
她只是想你宠她，想你抱她……
哪怕，没有道歉……
Watched Despicable Me on Saturday night with YY and Vanecia.
Quite nice, I like those yellow yellow cutie stuffs. (:
From that movie, I got to understand something.
Everybody, everything deserves a second chance to mend everything.
Regardless how minor or major the issue is,
I always believe that thing are able to work it out,
but that only apply where both of your are willing to give it a try.
Sunday was a hell day.
worked from 10am to 10pm,
and my legs are super duper SUAN! :(
I'm on MC today, having a bad headache.
Hope I'm able to do something on my final report.
PS: Somehow I still miss you and love you. But I understand that nothing is gonna work out. The best way to forget you, is to stop remember you. Which I found myself so hard to do it. Hate that I love you, sigh.
Y12:19 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Yesterday was the most tiring day in my life.
worked straight 15 hours,
and I could hardly open my eyes when I was on my way home.
Later work till 11pm again.
Probably going to catch a movie at Cine with YY.
Poor YY, got to wait for me again. (:
接受失去，学会珍惜.
Y10:32 AM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Tomorrow will be a super long day for me,
start work at 8am and end work at 11pm.
Sometime, I just hope I wont wake up in the next morning.
It's super negative, I know.
I'm just.........very tired. hai.
Y8:58 PM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
The most tormenting thing after a breakup,
is to see the one you love move on ,
and you've to pretend that you're moving on in order to fulfill his will.
I still miss you, alot.
It's increasing everyday.
But I can only keep it deep inside of me.
It's really hurt to see you move on without me,
no matter how I pretend that I dont care at all,
I know I'm just lying to myself.
I miss chatting with you on MSN till wee hours.
I miss meeting you at Far East during our 1st date, and I was late.
I miss taking bus with you from CCK to Tampines.
I miss talking with you at Esplande,
I miss going holiday with you,
I miss going out with you,
I miss going shopping with you,
I miss quarreling with you,
I miss your hug, and kisses,
I miss holding your hand,
I miss sleeping beside you,
I miss biting your face and nose,
I miss staring at you early in the morning while you're still asleep,
I miss packing your bag on Sunday,
I miss watching movies with you,
I miss playing PS3 with you,
I miss choosing clothes for you,
I miss our wooden house,
I miss how I clean up your room,
I miss waiting for you at JP,
I miss going home with you,
I miss so much of things that I used to do with you.
1 thing I missed the most, is your love for me.
I Miss You, Nick.
Y8:22 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
I've got too many things to get next month! argh.
got to work super hard for all the materials.
new phone, new bag, new slipper, new clothes bleh bleh bleh.
I want new things so badly. :(
Today mark exactly a month of your leaving.
This 1 month,
has been indeed an awful month.
However, I dont hold any hard feeling for you.
Since I cant give you the happiness that you always wanted,
I sincerely hope that you will get your happiness soon, N. (:
Y8:09 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
Today was a terrible and tiring day. :(
Due to lack of sleep, I was damn sleepy at work today.
Yesterday, Yong Yi was once again, waited for me to off work under the rain.
I know he scare I'll think too much right?
Don't be crazy, I'm still surviving. (:
Sales was still alright, just kinda bored.
Yy told me something kinda meaningful,
"Friends will always last longer than lovers"
I'm kinda neglect my friends when I was in a r/s,
blinded by love and due to lack of time,
I spend too little time with my friends.
Glad that they are still here if not I wont be able to move on.
"Just realise, 1 year ago I was here beside you. 1 year later, we're still beside each other. "
Indeed, that's what friends are for.
A simple message yet I'm feeling super touched. (:
Thanks Yy, for making me understand this.
Y8:09 PM
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Work was still as bored as usual.
No customer, No sales.
Only saw alot of couples walking infront of me.
Somehow, I felt kinda upset.
But still, I've to face the fact.
Yong Yi came to fetch me off work after his work,
just nice he is working at town.
At least I'm not alone on my way home.
I hate being alone, hate to think of N, hate to think of everything.
I have to forget N in order to move on with my life.
I've to get rid of N in order to reduce the pain.
A month, ups and downs, and you're still not back.
I'm waiting and waiting,
hope you will just meet me up.
You just prove me how worthless I'm to you.
Hai.
Working later on, hope that the sales will be good. (:
AND, I'm too lazy to write my final report. aww man.
2 weeks to due date. sian.
Y11:07 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
I miss my 缝嘴巴 so badly. :(
Y1:31 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
离开我
我把你的电话从手机里消除了
我把你的消息从话题里减 少了
我把你的味道用香水喷掉了
我把 你的照片用全家福挡住了
你让我的懂事变成一种幼稚
你让我的骄傲觉得很无知
你让我的朋友关心我的生活
你让我的软弱陪伴你的自由
离开我
你会不会好一点
离开你
什么事都难一点
车来了
坐上你的明天
车走了
我还站在路边
离开我
你会不会好一点
离开你
什么事都难 一点
风来了
云就会少一点
你走了
我住在雨里面
I'm starting work tomorrow,
finally I dont have to waste my weekend being paranoid,
and thinking how to work thing out.
It take 2 hands to clap,
one lost interest, the other will only look pathetic to keep trying.
Yes, of cause the feeling cant be delete like those photos, status and even telephone number.
I can only continue to try, if you stop giving me excuses.
I really dont feel wei que at all to apologise and do everything.
Seriously.
Yes, what you did for me was great.
I really do appreciate.
But what about what I did?
You took it for granted, and assumed I should do it.
Time off period and cool down are just excuses.
1 month to think? That's way to long.
You're enjoying and I've to try?
You just doesnt want to think anymore,
just stop all the lies.
That will only show how coward and PUSSY you are.
I hope you dont disappoint me,
but expected, you've already disappoint me way too much.
Y10:31 PM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Argh!
Super tired and bored.
Today was kinda interesting.
Went to a Fagerdala, a Foam manufacturing company for process audit.
It was a fruitful trip as I got the chance to involve in this auditing.
And understand how to conduct an audit.
After auditing, went to have Japanese Cuisine with the Director, Manager of the company,
as well as my supervisors.
Felt kinda weird, cos I'm the youngest among them. =X
Luckily, all of them took good care of me, haha.
Hope my weekend will be fun! I'm sure it will. (:
Imissyouveryveryverymuch.
butyouaremakingmewaytoopathetic.
seriouslyidontfeelweiqueatalltoapologiseandbegyou.
itsmyfaultsoidoit.
howyoureactreallymademesopathetic.
iloveyouyetihateyou.
Y8:37 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
原来当心已经没办法再痛下去的时候，
是那样地没感觉，那样地麻木。
泪也掉够了， 该做的也做了。
是时候站起来，重新生活。
这次真的伤得很深，很痛很痛。。。
Y8:36 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Exactly a month to my TP.
Cant wait but I'm too tired to go for practice.
sigh. :(
Work made me feel extremely tired everyday.
Sometime i wish there's something that can photoshop memories away.
I dont wish to remember the fact that you're no longer here anymore.
I dont wish to accept the fact that I'm no longer needed by you.
It's just too hurtful.
I hate being paranoid,
and I swear he's the first who made me behave this way.
Y6:20 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2010
我爱他
他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一 段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那 一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最 初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在 人海流浪
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和 他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔 腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以 很好
The first 11th I'm spending alone after a year.
I kept my love for you deep inside my heart.
A corner where I dont wish to dig out again.
Nobody can replace that corner,
it's my first time to love someone wholeheartedly.
Thanks for everything,
I'm truly sorry that thing turn out this way.
Y11:01 AM
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Past 2 weeks,
was really depressing and torturing.
Thanks to all the people who helped me, accompanied me, encouraged me.
Even though I'm still feel kinda upset,
but things are getting better.
Tomorrow, K box session.
Thursday, Shisha Session.
Friday, POWERHOUSE! (:
Saturday, meet up sesson with sister?
Hmmm,
Specially thanks to Aarthi, who listened to my craps everyday,
and helped me think of solution. (:
Thanks to Celeste, for your encouragement.
Even though we were bitchy that time,
still thanks for your effort to encourage me.
Thanks to all my friends who shown concern, appreciated.
I found back my long lost BFF, Cigarettessssssss...... (:
Whatever.
To You (if you still try to read this space)
I hate you for not giving me a chance to explain everything.
Really hate you.
You're nothing but a liar.
Y8:59 PM
Oh my~ *SHY*
