fly like you've never flown before,

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Going KL in less than 24 hours time,
hope I dont get to see any disgusted people over there. =)
I really want to enjoy this holiday.
Theme parks! woohoo. ^^

Y11:40 PM

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Your are my knight who protects me well,
and outshine me with all your love and care.
Love you truly, madly, deeply. (:

我们的故事爱就爱到值得错也错的值得
爱到翻天覆地也会有结果不等你说更美的承诺
我可以对自己承诺我们的故事爱就爱到值得
错也错的值得是执著是洒脱留给别人去说
用尽所有力气不是为我那是为你才这么做

Y10:18 PM

Monday, March 29, 2010

3 more days!! (:
super excited and AWWW~
HA.
Gonna have a super nice honeymoon with Baby.
And hope that everything will go on smoothly. (:
<3

Y6:39 PM

Monday, March 22, 2010

Credit to: Nicholas Yeo

Woohoo~
It's monday again.
As usual, went for work.
It's my week 2, and glad that everything is going smoothly. ^^
My baby is passing out this thursday,
and that goes his 1/2 year.
Very fast right honey?
And and and we are going oversea next week~
Cant wait to go with darling,
cos there will only be the 2 of us.
二人世界. :D
Baby is damn good at making butterflies,
and I wonder why he din teach me after making 106 of butterflies for me.
hmmm.
LOVE YOU! haa.

Y8:38 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010

Result for last sem was released this morning.
well,
felt kinda disappointed.
Even though is better than previous sem,
but still,
it not up to my expectation.
And I hate to say this,
but the sense of disappointment increased,
after comparing GPA with other classmates.
Shall work harder for attachment then,
to pull up the cumulative GPA.

Labels: depressed, devastated., sad

Y11:47 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2010

It's Friday tomorrow,

finally.

This is only week 1,

and I'm getting frustrated.

20 more weeks to go.

Y8:30 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I'm feeling real tired & unwell.
My body dont seem to belong to me at all.
Hope you were to take care of me,
but I think it's something too much for you.
Work tomorrow,
sian. :/

Y8:12 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

I've no idea how to survive through this 6 months.
I hate waking up early in the morning,
I know nobody likes that.
But, I'm gonna give it my best shot for all these,
grade A, and that's my target. (:

PS:
I wanna go countryside and stay for a month!

Y9:50 PM

Monday, March 15, 2010

Today was my first day of attachment,
it's really tiring.
Woke up at 6 plus am, prepared everything,
and went out before 7am.
It's been so long since I've to wake up so early,
I started to appreciate school now.
Well, first day is always the hardest.
So went to the company, RR Donnelley ( Banta Global Turnkey ),
the company is doing HP harddisk, kinda cool.
What I've studies for past few semesters,
now it's time to show it off. ^^
Had training the whole day,
yawn till my pupils gonna drop off anytime.
Read alot of company mission, clauses, bleh bleh bleh.
Overall, it's not so bad,
the people over there are nice and friendly.
After work, went for driving,
it's soooooo fun, haa.
Last but not least,
Darling & I are going for holiday during the good friday long weekend.
Had everything done yesterday,
waiting for the tour agency to call me up probably tomorrow.
Cant wait to go oversea with Darling,
although it's our 2nd trip,
but still we are super excited. LOL.
Just 2 more weeks to go,
endure~ :D

Labels: I LOVE MY CUTE AND ROMANTIC BOYF.

Y10:55 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Just came back from work not long ago,
and tomorrow will be my last day of work,
as my 6 months attachment gonna start next week.
Finally, I dont need to travel so far for work,
and every night got to sit on a f-ing smelly bus.
Today was our 9th month,
again, I was once left alone on this day.
These 9 months, we went through alot.
Happiness, devastated, ups and downs, so many things.
Somehow things are not getting the same as before.
Just now on my way home,
I've think and do some soul searching,
and I still put in some hope that I would get to see something on your blog or FB when I got home,
just for today,
you will be willingly to write me something.
HAHA! Disappointment once again hit me hard on my heart.
You still refuse to drop me anything,
you still refuse to write anything,
you still refuse to make me happy.
Why are you like that?
Why must you be like that?
Everytime you know that something meant how much to me,
you purposely dont wanna put in any effort.
Because of your 1.2k,
you've lost your time and energy.
Because of your 1.2k,,
you're going to lose our r/s.
Because of your 1.2k,
I dont feel happy at all.
Because of your 1.2k,
you dont have mood to do things like before.
Because of your 1.2k,
I'm getting tired of everything.
Because of your 1.2k,
you dont know how serious our problem is cos you dont have the energy to analysis.
Because of your 1.2k,
you're going to lose me soon.
Worth it? HAI.

Y11:33 PM

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

depressed.

you are still not putting in effort to make me happy,

even by doing lil thing that can make me happy for whole day.

hais.

Y10:58 PM

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Today was a long day for me.
Worked full shift and the sales was so pathetic.
Whole day doing nothing,
and I forgot to bring my DS! D:
Then Angela & Idran came to visit me after their work,
And they were so nice to wait for me to off work. <3
Bus-ed home with Angela,
Talking about getting a weekend car.
The idea sounds cool but need to start saving now.
Yesterday did research for holiday to Sunway Lagoon with B.
After eliminating 10 hotels away from 15 hotels,
& checking out the flights to KL,
We sort of having an outline for our trip.
This weekend will be looking for tour agency,
looking forward to go oversea with B again. (:

PS:
Lately, I've realised there's something amiss.
& I still cant figuring it out what's that something.
I know different people display their affection in different way,
but somehow I'm envy people who do publicity for their r/s.
I'm an attention seeker, I admitted.
I dont need you to do alot of things for me,
Just show me, you love me and wants the whole world to know it.
ARGH! I HATE IT WHEN I'M HAVING TO THINK IN THIS WAY.
F ME. :(

Y11:33 PM

Monday, March 8, 2010

May this bittersweet of love will stay with me for long.
Need that special kinda of drug to keep me alive everyday.
First driving lesson later.
Hope everything will be fine.
Excited yet scared. D:

Labels: 11th.

Y1:04 AM

Friday, March 5, 2010

LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW
(list of things I used to wish you'll know)

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.
2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.
3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.
4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.
5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.
6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.
7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).
8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.
9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.
10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.
11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.
12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.
13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.
14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.
15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.
16. We have mood swings. Get over it.
17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.
18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.
19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.
20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.
21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.
22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.
23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.
24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.
25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.
26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.
27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.
28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.
29. We think you are the best guy in the world.
30.We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See.You.Slow.Dancing.
With.Another.Girl.Without.Telling.Us.
31. We really do want you to stick up for us.
32. Compliments. We love them.
33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.
34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.
35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.
36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.
37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.
38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.
39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.
40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)
41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.
42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.
43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.
44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.
45. We never forget things. Ever.
46. We over-analyze everything.
47. We over-react to everything.
48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.
49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.
50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.
51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.
52. We don’t like being used.
53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.
54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…
55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.
56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.
57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.
58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.
59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.
60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other guys are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

Y12:55 PM

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Just got home not long ago.
Worked morning shift today.
Felt stupid to change job now.
I quitted a job with only 15 mins journey,
and choose a job that needs to travel 1 hour plus.
Really dumb.
Then watched "Dear John" with Joyce, Van & SL.
Well, not as nice as I've expected.
But there are some parts kinda touching. =Z
After movie, had dinner with SL while the 2 girls wanna take neoprints.
LOL. what century already!
Chatted awhile and SL went to fetch her boyf off work.
Aww, starting of r/s is always so sweet.
The 3 of us had no place to go,
Wanted to go K but later go home kinda troublesome.
Wanted to go mac for chatting, end up all of us are tired.
LOL. old liao la.
So, all of us went back home instead.
Tomorrow working afternoon shift,
Hope can make full use of these 2 weeks and earn some pocket money. =)

PS:
You really made me utterly disappointed.
Think I'm in love with your money?
HA!
Funniest joke that I've heard for 2010.
In your eyes, I'm just another superficial woman you've met in your life.
I'm just another woman who get together with you cos you're "rich".
F.
I think there's really something wrong with your brain.
Keep all those money,
and find another superficial woman then.

Y11:13 PM

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Exhausted is the only word I can think of now.
Regarding you, me, life, time, everything under the sun,
I'm tired.
Your love sometimes just make me feel sigh.

Y11:42 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010

I believe true love DO still exist in this century,
despite having too many temptation wandering around you.
There are many reasons that why 2 people get together,
money, love, sex or to make full use of his/her everything.
And the definition of LOVE is getting more and more superficial.
But who are we to judge others' relationship,
different people have different kinda of value in looking this issue.
sometimes people are just plain weird,
choose to be with someone who cant do so much for you,
and dumped people who have done hell lots of thing for you.
guess people are just simply cant be contented so easily.
I've found someone who's willing to do anything for me,
although there are times where we engaged in conflicts,
or nasty argument,
I'm just surprised of his stubbornness in holding our relationship,
and his patience to stay with him.
I admitted I'm a baddie, an extreme one.
I'm not gently, neither I've a good temper.
But still, he's still with me at this point of time.
guess this is what I call silly uh? ha. =)
once you're really in love,
you'll do anything to make everything gets better.
and I think that's the meaning of LOVE yeah. :D

PS:
baby said something super touched yesterday,
and really melted my heart, haa.
I'm heels over head him, cant blame.
he held my hands and
said the best thing he've ever brought was our rings,
cause he've found me.
but honey! if you think you can use 2 steel rings and tie me up,
fat hope uh! HAHA.
I love you, and thanks for everything you've done. =)

Labels: counting 10 days down

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