Sunday, August 30, 2009
2.13am.
feeling abit not that good.
tired plus up & down feeling I'm feeling these few days.
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.
I'm still not up to your standard.
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
I'm the nasty one who always make you angry.
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps,
I just don't know what you want.
my heart starts to afraid,
afraid of your mood and thinking.
if only less problems occured,
less emotional issues,
I guess I'm the most blissful lady right now.
am i? hais.
Y2:12 AM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
There's alot of things I wanted to do suddenly.
don't know this sudden feeling came from where,
perhaps I'm just feeling damn insecure about myself now.
my appearance, my figure, simply my everything!
yes yes, I'm just VAIN, damn vain~ ewww.
-I want to slim down
-I want to have a long and silky hair
-I want flat tummy
-I want to have long and wow legs
-I want to have good temper
-I want you to love me more
-I want less quarrels
-I want to throw away my damn ego
all these look so easy yet so hard to get.
it's never a good thing for me to love someone so much,
the insecure inside of me is gonna kill me soon.
Y12:32 AM
