Wednesday, December 1, 2010
This is my 200th post on 1st Dec!
This Dec not gonna be a fabulous one, even though I want it to be.
You chose to believe in yourself and left on this critical period of time,
when I needed you the most.
Mixed feeling overwhelmed what I'm supposed to feel,
and you made me unsure whether you are the one I want anymore.
Here is the last time I'm gonna address the issue in front of my readers (if there's any).
I've got nothing to hide, cos I did nothing wrong (absolutely).
I dont have an affair with anyone.
I didn't do anything that hurt you.
You want me to explain why he is treating me specially?
What is the answer you expect me to say?
THE FACT IS,
He treats everybody the same way, EVERYBODY.
and people has a gf whom is together with him for nearly 7 years.
You got the whole picture now?
Even "if" he got an affection, as long as I dont have that affection than I dont see what's the big deal of this.
As long as I know I love you, and willing to clean up your room, go out with you, do things with you.
I only have you in my life now, if you are gonna treat me like this, you shouldnt be back in the first place.
He is just an ordinary EX-supervisor of mine who is extremely caring for his friends.
You can ask J, he treats her more specially than me, alot more.
I feel it's such a waste that my relationship has to end with this kinda of misunderstanding,
simply because you only believe in your point of view.
If you still think something is not right here,
I supposed you are just finding a random reason to break up with me at this point of time.
Are you gonna accompany me through my hardest time or are you going to leave me for good?
I need an answer from you.
Tomorrow finish school at 11am, damn early. Thinking of just dont go to school for that bloody 2 hours. Shall work on my 1k words of report tomorrow. HAI.
Y7:53 PM
