I don't know why,
but I'll encounter that BLUE feeling every Monday.
Sounds ridiculous but still, I'm always having a low mood on Monday.
Today, the feeling is stronger than usual.
Had bad headache early in the morning,
yet still have to go to work.
Attachment is just a waste of time.
Cheap labour is bad enough,
not entitle any leave is even worst.
Pay us such a pathetic amount and want us to get a MC if we don't want to come that day, yet they ain't paying a cent on that day.
Lame shit.
2 more months, cant wait.
Had a small chat with my mum when I came back from work.
Regarding how important Honesty is in our lives.
Since young, we know honesty is the best policy.
We can lie to anyone and everyone on earth,
but we know deep inside our heart
all the things we've done and said.
Regardless bad mouthing, criticize , curse & swear etc,
or hurting people in any way, bleh bleh bleh,
we know exactly what are the things we actually did.
Thus, what I'm trying to say is,
Why people tend to lie to themselves about the things they did.
Is it so hard to admit your mistake and make some amendment?
Who will laugh at you just because you admit your mistake?
People who deny and refuse to admit their mistakes,
are just losers.
You can lie to everybody and being so untruthful to yourself,
not corresponding with fact or reality.
Just continue to lie to yourself and live in own wonderland.
People with or without high qualification,
with or without excellent speaking/writing language,
being rich or what,
as long as there's a strong sense of honesty running all over their bodies,
they must be someone who has good upbringing by their parents and an upright person.
I admit, I cant write well, I don't speak well,
it's my own fault that I don't take responsibilities for my own studies when I was young.
Brushing up my language,
not a difficult task.
Changing ones character,
it'll definitely take so much longer.
Baby, even if we stop everything,
nothing gonna change.
Even I stop visiting that place, I know that this issue will never end.
I'm take your words and ignore everything.
We're living in a country with freedom of speech.
That's pretty bad, but I don't care.
I would love to spend all my precious time on you, my beloved darling.
and shower you with all my attention and love.
LOVE IS IN THE AIR. (:

Me: "Baby, I'm feeling unwell. :("

Darling: "You know why? Cause you didn't sleep with me. Without my hug. that's why babe. :)"

I love you! (:

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