Thursday, March 11, 2010
Just came back from work not long ago,
and tomorrow will be my last day of work,
as my 6 months attachment gonna start next week.
Finally, I dont need to travel so far for work,
and every night got to sit on a f-ing smelly bus.
Today was our 9th month,
again, I was once left alone on this day.
These 9 months, we went through alot.
Happiness, devastated, ups and downs, so many things.
Somehow things are not getting the same as before.
Just now on my way home,
I've think and do some soul searching,
and I still put in some hope that I would get to see something on your blog or FB when I got home,
just for today,
you will be willingly to write me something.
HAHA! Disappointment once again hit me hard on my heart.
You still refuse to drop me anything,
you still refuse to write anything,
you still refuse to make me happy.
Why are you like that?
Why must you be like that?
Everytime you know that something meant how much to me,
you purposely dont wanna put in any effort.
Because of your 1.2k,
you've lost your time and energy.
Because of your 1.2k,,
you're going to lose our r/s.
Because of your 1.2k,
I dont feel happy at all.
Because of your 1.2k,
you dont have mood to do things like before.
Because of your 1.2k,
I'm getting tired of everything.
Because of your 1.2k,
you dont know how serious our problem is cos you dont have the energy to analysis.
Because of your 1.2k,
you're going to lose me soon.
Worth it? HAI.
Y11:33 PM
