Wednesday, February 24, 2010
wanted to blog something before I go to bed tonight.
this whole week, is tough and tiring,
cant really sleep every night,
as words kept running about when I closed my eyes,
just afraid that all the things that I've memorized,
will vanish when I wake up. Ha.
I know it sounds silly but I think this is due to stress occured during exam period.
can only fall asleep at nearly 5am,
by the time I woke up,
it's already noon. damn it.
well, sometimes I just need someone to sit down quietly by my side and talk to me.
even there's nothing to talk about,
just sit down together and enjoy each's other accompany,
is what I hope for now.
I know you dont have time for me,
not now, not 30 days later, not after 2 years.
sometimes I just wanted to talk to you badly,
and hope you would just listen to me.
but it seems like you have all sort of things that you claimed you wanted to do,
and it's my fault to look forward to talk to you everyday.
now recall back,
I kinda like the "forcing" that your ex gfs do to you.
not that they wanted to force you to do things that you doesnt like,
just that they wanna spend more time with you,
and let you show your affection toward them.
guess I should learn how to force you do things that you doesnt like,
in order to make you manage your time well.
Labels: hope that things will remain unchange
Y11:27 PM
