I miss you daddy, so so much. Hope you are doing well in the other world. <3
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Y9:46 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2011
1 more week to Taiwan! Can't wait can't wait can't wait!! :D
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Y9:51 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2011
We are so close yet so far. Your daily morning message still makes me smile everyday. :)
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Y10:51 PM
Monday, August 1, 2011
Skies are crying, I'm watching, Catching teardrops in my hands. Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance. Do you have to make me feel like there's nothing left of me?
You can take everything I have, You can break everything I am, Like I am made of glass, Like I am made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper.
As the smoke clears, I awaken and untangle you from me. Would it makes you feel better to watch me while I bleed? All my windows still are broken but I am standing on my feet.
You can take everything I have, You can break everything I am. Like I am made of glass, Like I am made of paper. Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground, Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper.
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Y9:50 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
The scars of your love remind me of us, they keep me thinking that we almost had it all. The scars of your love, they leave me breathless, I can't help feeling~ we could have had it all, rolling in the deep. You had my heart inside your hand and you played it to the beat.
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Y8:37 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Knowing that you are not gonna to be my future, yet the affection still linger and linger and linger. Why? First time I'm feeling this way towards someone. It's unexplainable.
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Y7:53 PM
Monday, July 18, 2011
I always think that as long as I'm available whenever you need me, probably one day you will be touched and start to look at me like how you used to. The attention you used to give me is something I'm still so obsessed on. Probably we shouldn't know each other in the first place, or probably we are just not meant to be. Like how you always tell me, we are unsuitable.
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Y11:42 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Where you go, I miss you so. :(
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Y11:05 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
We could be so much better. Yet we keep mess everything up. This is the N times that we are going through this shit. Probably we value our pride n ego more than we value each other.
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Y10:57 PM
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Double motivation for work now. 2 upcoming trips to Taiwan n Bangkok make me super duper looking forward to them. :)
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Y8:36 PM
Friday, June 24, 2011
I know how I feel and what I want, but it seems like you are unsure of how you feel and what you want. Probably I should just walk away like how you always do, to me.
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Y10:02 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2011
我爱你没有保留， 我爱你就到最后。 有些人值得等候， 有些悲伤值得忍受。
我爱你不是冲动， 生命尽头反正一场空， 只要你记得，我们那么爱过。
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Y8:25 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
只有你不了解我的心。
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Y9:42 PM
Saturday, June 18, 2011
Love receiving daily morning message from you. :) though we can't be together, this is more than enough for me.
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Y10:25 PM
Friday, June 10, 2011
Your like wind, always come and go. Yet, I'm addicted to this wind.
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Y9:51 PM
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Honestly, I miss you.
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Y8:04 PM
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Din manage to sleep a wink after clubbing session. Damn shag now. Finally my getaway with loves one is here! Excited much. :) you gonna try hard to get my heart dude, make me believe that you are going to be the one for me. The next relationship I'm gonna engage in shall end up getting married. I'm serious for that.
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Y7:46 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
2 confessions from 2 different guys in a week and I guess I've to disappoint them. Not because I'm not ready to fall in love again, I think I'm enjoying too much freedom and life now. Sigh. Mr G, I might fall for you, if you are willing to wait for me. The 10 times of wo ai ni you told me today, kinda melt my heart.
what will come, will come. What will go, will go. I can't be bother anymore. That's life. It's either you take it or leave it. Full stop.
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Y12:35 AM
Thursday, March 17, 2011
I can't deny, after putting up with all your nonsense, all your harsh ignorance, your still the one I love. But there's nothing I could do, Or I should say nothing I would want to do, cos I've tried way too much, and you din try a single bit at all. It's unfair.
I wonder how much we human have to go through and how long will it take for us to realize things or people that we used to let go or did in the past can actually be our lifetime regret? My friend spent a total of 50k in 2 years, going through so much then he's finally come to his sense and regret letting go his love one. I always believe it's really hard to find someone you love out of so many billions of people in this world, and that person actually loves you too. How amazing it is, but often we give up a relationship too easily. Way too easy that it will create such a great impact in our later life. Well, obviously, all these doesn't applicable for players, cheaters and flirts.
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Y1:33 AM
Monday, March 14, 2011
Quoted from Big Mama:
It's better to stay alone for the rest of your life than staying with the wrong person for 1 minute.
Much agreed. I'm done with everything and glad to have what I'm having now. New friends, new suitors, new life. I should thank you for leaving so as to have a brand new life that is filled with excitement. (:
Y2:04 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2011
I believe in karma. You can treat me this way, soon will be your turn to taste all these shit. What comes around, goes around. I'm waiting to see how miserable your gonna be. :)
Hope your fine, and monster is still surviving. Last long with M, The world is so small till you found someone who's a friend of my good friend. I'm happy for you, truly. (:
Y1:47 AM
Sunday, March 6, 2011
但我继续假装，假装我不在意。
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Y1:43 AM
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Live your life to the fullest, cos tomorrow is unpredictable. Life is too short to be wasted and forever ain't long as we thought it will be.
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Y1:14 AM
Friday, March 4, 2011
It's 2:20AM now, thou I'm damn tired, I wanna post something for my beloved girls. And babes, if you see this post, it's for your. ( C & V ) I know both of your are having difficulties regarding r/s issue, and it's kinda upset to see my gfs not in a happy r/s. Love should be something, wonderful, fabulous, give and take, tolerance, appreciation, honest. We all want different things from a r/s, and I guess your should know what your want in the r/s. Sometime, it's best to talk thing out than leaving it unsolved. The crack gonna get bigger as day goes by. Love is something we cant explain, the affection is something we cant control. Thus, I hope your do the right choice for yourself. Time will reveal one's true colour, time will also show who is the right one for you. The one who loves you, will fight thru the battle just to be with you. The one who don't, simply just wanna get out of your life and has nothing to do with you. Think about how your met, get together, do everything together. It's never easy to come so far. Try before you really give up alright? Never try, never know. I love you 2 babes, and I wanna see your blissful in your r/s. Just like how your pull me through my awful days, I'm gonna stand by your too. (:
Y2:20 AM
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Today marks the last day of my poly life! (: The paper sucks to the max, but well, I'm glad that it's finally over. Cant wait for my short getaway to KL in 21 days time. If everything goes well, BKK trip on Aug. 2011 gonna do me good. (:
Y11:04 PM
就算我笑一笑等不到你的安慰 我情愿 比较爱你一点 我不要背着你说那些坏的语言 面对了 但不准流泪
Y1:07 AM
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
多想再拥抱你一次。一秒钟也好。
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Y10:01 PM
Monday, February 28, 2011
Guess I would rather stay this way so we can continue to be closer rather than fall in love and end up with nothing. Gonna let my heart empty for a short while. No affection no emotion.
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Y3:21 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2011
it's really hilarious how I used to be your best friend, best person in life and now you made me seem like I'm the worst and unwanted one in your life. Really shouldn't take all these sweet talks too much when your in a relationship. Just being kinda sentimental tonight. It's my 3rd week for not contacting you, proves that I've accept everything including new life We are leading now. Goodbye to you, us, and the 18 months. We both know it's over. I'm gonna write the new chapter of my life soon.
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Y11:00 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Probably you can try harder to make me feel affected. Right now, I'm not affected at all. Yet, by doing more, Simply push me further and see your true colour. You made me damn sure about my decision, now (:
Y5:40 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
2 years ago, you told me your feeling mixed up and we were apart. 2 years later, you told me how regretted you are and wants to get back. Sorry, I rejected your vday date simply cos I don't wanna date for the sake of vday. And you know my heart won't let me take you back, again.
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Y10:32 PM
Monday, February 14, 2011
Busy week ahead. Lack of time for myself seriously. KL trip is confirmed. Flight booked, cant wait for March to come. (:
It's fading. My heart is feeling numb. Times and times again, the hurt is not gonna heal. I forgot how you look like, and I dont remember your voice anymore. Guess that's how it should feel during moving on process. And I'm glad to feel this way.
Y1:34 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hope you are fine. I miss you.
Y12:32 AM
Thursday, January 20, 2011
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: guess when you see this, i would already be in camp. really wished to be able to hold you before i go in. Been looking at our old pictures and i just feel that i wanna go back to that time. Where you are my world, and i was your world. All the senseless fighting, who is right and who is wrong, now start to feel stupid to me. Feel silly to argue with you who love who more.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Feel silly that i wanted you so much, ended up fighting with you more. Really really from the bottom of my heart, wanted to just be with you. Guess i ruined that.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: But since it what you have already decided, i dont wanna beg you to stay, i only want you to stay because you want to, guess thats not happening. I miss having you here packing my bags for me, Miss having you here holding me.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Alot of other things but i guess you already know.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: One last time, with everything i got, from the bottom of my heart, I miss you. Wishing you were here.
(11:18 PM) nicholas_yeo12@h: Nic.
Y2:01 AM
Saturday, January 15, 2011
I don't know what to say now. I'm feeling utterly disappointed than feeling devastated. Well, you are still doing the same old shit. Add girls to distract your attention, of so many things you can do under the sun, you chosen the harshest way to deal with things. I don't ask for more because I know I'm harsh too. Up till now, you don't seem sorry for anything. That's all I got in the end. Thanks for everything. (:
